Kylie Anna's Journal

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Hello! This is a sorta-comedic-though-serious-at-parts (what do I call it?) journal like thing I'm doing based off of the well known insane wolf girl that everyone knows, Kylieanna. After the nuclear bomb hit, she's lost her memory and coincidentally regained her sanity, and she's trying to survive. People just don't accept her, however, and normally take the choice of running from her more then helping. She's confused and tired but she's taking it a little less seriously then she really should.

I tried to be funny and serious at the same time, but it might not work. Sorry if it's a little too comedic.

Entries so far:

Entry 0

I am a girl named Kylie Anna. I am 15 and a half years old. No one understands me and what I do, but some day, I'll teach them that I'm not weird. I'm normal, they just don't understand yet.

There's currently a war going on between two civilizations. I'm living in the capital city of one. It's buzzing with life, but I honestly I am scared as to what will happen in the war to us. I've heard stories about enemy soldiers coming in and attacking us... murdering my friends violently. I honestly don't care all that much, because it was likely to happen anyway, in another way. But that doesn't matter.

You see, we built this big wall, and to compensate, the other civilization built a giant airship with a giant nuclear bomb attached to it, and they're threatening to drop it on us. So the people outside and my family are trying to escape the wall, and the only way to do that is to go across a large bridge. It's likely crowded by now.

I'm still here, sitting on my couch, playing on my laptop in my room in the basement. I just don't see the point in running. They're likely not gonna drop it; they know the absolutely massive damage to us and the neighboring countries it'll do to us and it'll cause all the other countries to go against them, leading to their downfall. That's why I'm not taking this too seriously. And I wouldn't be able to escape anyway, because the bridge is crowded, the town is panicking, but they're weird. I'll just keep a supply of muffins down here ju

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Entry 1 Part 1

Hello. It's Kylie. Well, it isn't I guess.

I can't... I can't remember my memories before a certain period.. a week, I think. Because I think I've been in a coma for about 5 days or something, who knows how long. They probably dropped the bomb, that's why. I can't believe it! Taken my logic from the other entry, it's really stupid to drop a giant nuclear bomb on a large walled city, it'd make the other countries furious! Stupid!

My basement is a wreck now. It's unrecognizable. Parts of it are tumbled in on itself, and there's ash and dust scattered everywhere. It's miraculous that I survived, though not without some minor casualties. Some of the rocks that fell crushed my left hand, but that doesn't really matter, I'm alive, wooo!!

I should get out of here, though. It's damp, smelly, and the only things that don't seem to be melted or exploded completely are my clothes and the container of muffins. The muffins don't look all that normal though. I wonder what I put in them. I also found out I had a radiation detector thingamabob. That's what I call, because I really have no idea what it is. It says my radiation level is 5682 and I'm gaining 5 rads a second. What the heck is a rad. I was never taught that measurement in scho... Wait, was I even schooled? My memories are all messed up, it's hard to tell, but I'm going to assume I was schooled.

I'm going upstairs and-- what the heck? The ceiling has a giant hole in it, everything is utterly destroyed, much more then the basement. Maybe seeing the basement's underneath a secure building and it is secure itself is why I was saved? Yeah, that's probably it. The sky outside is a really grey color, probably from all the radiation. The door is completely decimated. Maybe door ashes make a good topping for muffins? I don't think that's smart nor yummy and seeing i'm not completely starving and I have a food supply (of muffins--yum!), I'm not gonna try it. It's probably irradiated, yucky, gross...

Actually, I'm starting to get a little hungry now. I have the container full of muffins that'll last me for a while. It must be a damn good life, feasting off nothing but muffins. But there's no time to think about these things! Why do I think about food so much?! I need to act more serious! My home was just destroyed and I lost some of my memory!!

Ok, so i'm walking outside, and it's also completely decimated here, too. there's looots of holes in the buildings and they seem to be tumbling in on their self. There's no form of life at all, even the grass was demolished completely by the bomb. I don't think anyone survived, seeing everyone was crowding the bridge. I'm gonna walk around and check the buildings.

I think I see something scurrying out from the ruins of a supermarket. Hold on.

Entry 1 Part 2

Okay, so turns it it's a guy who looks a little slim and a bit taller than me by a little. He's looking through the building and looks like he's just cried. He must've lost something important. That's sad, if you lose a loved one and can't even find their ashes, then I'd probably cry too.

"Hello?" I yell to him. He looks over at me and then he turns pale. What the hell? Is he scared of people or something? Do I look creepy? Ok. I probably do, because now he's running away. I'm gonna go catch up with him.

"WAIT! What's wrong?" "You're wrong!!"

Way to make a girl feel better.

After running for a while he's tired out and so am I, so we both just sit down. Now he's constantly muttering "Please don't hurt me" to me. "Why would I hurt you? I'm not a psychopath. It looks like there's barely any survivors left and I really want to survive.". He's just staring at me now. My god, what was I like before? I can't remember. I couldn't have been a murderer, I'm too young for that, and that would be disgusting. How do I remember what blood and murder look like? It might be a possibility, but there's no way. And... what happened to my family? Did... did they die?! No!! They must be alive, somehow...

He is still staring at me awkwardly. He just asked me "Did.. did you hit your head or something?". He looks scared. "I'm not sure, but if you're asking if I lost my memory, then that's highly likely." He just relaxed and looks relieved. What was I like before? I don't remember. Maybe I can find out from this guy? No, later, surviving comes first and foremost, and looks very skinny. He must've not been in a coma and not had a food source. I guess I'm lucky.

I just opened the container of muffins and I'm gonna offer him one.

Okay, what is going on. He turned pale again as soon as I offered him a muffin. He's asking "What flavor are these?". What IS the flavor of those muffins? "I don't know. It was safe in a container in my basement though, so i'm sure it wasn't irradiated." I reply. He's still pale. "Erm, so you don't even remember making these?" "Nope". I'm gonna eat one. I'll just take a bite out of this one to see how it tastes...

...wow this is a weird muffin. It doesn't have a sweet flavor, it has a sort of smoky taste and has a hint of a taste like copper in there. It's a bit more chewy and the inside of the muffin is a brownish color. I probably filled it with chicken or something, I'm not sure. "It tastes sorta smoky, like a cooked beef or something. It has a hint of copper." I respond, still chewing it. It's really interesting for a muffin. Though, he doesn't think so. He's the color of parchment now. "What's wrong?" I ask.

"Oh my GOD what have you done to Dessern?"
"Who's that?"
"...My friend?"
"Oh. What did I do to him?"
"...Yeah, you don't remember."

He's making no sense. What happened? Ah, well. I offered him a muffin again and he's hesitating to eat it. Why? They taste nice, a bit different, but that's not need for alarm, right? He took the muffin, but he's taking really small bites out of it. I'm telling him to eat it because he looks skinny and this is the only thing we have. Well, at least he's eating. "Oh yeah. What's your name?". He says he's called mariosatr. What an interesting name. He says he knows me, and that since most people will be afraid of me (for some apparent reason, he won't tell me why, because he 'doesn't want me to remember'. I want to do the exact opposite thing!), so I should pull up the hood on my jacket. It has holes in it, but it'll do the hide my face. He also says we should get going, because apparently since the bomb, lots of people have become very violent trying to find resources to survive, even taking to kill people. I said "That's horrible!". He just muttered something in response to that and won't tell me what he muttered.

Anyway, we picked up our things and started to move around. We're now hiding in a little hole under the streets, because apparently there isn't any irradiation underground. I found that interesting. But I'm really tired, so I'm just going to sleep now. He's gonna do the same, after he blocks up the exit to the hole. Good night. I'll write again tomorrow.
 

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yey so I was bored.


Entry 2 Part 1

I just woke up to find myself alone in our small underground area. I have no idea what time it is, but I'll guess morning. Mariosatr seems to have scurried off. I think I'm gonna take this chance to explore the outside world. I will probably need some weapons though, seeing from what mariosatr said yesterday about people killing others for survival. I have nothing but muffins, though. Maybe the muffins could be a weapon? I mean, I'm not insane or anything, but mariosatr was pretty scared by the muffins, so they'd make a reasonable weapon... no, no they wouldn't Kylie, that would be suicide. And besides, they're better as food.

I could go outside to go get resources. I'm sure there's no one near our area and it'll be quick. If I can't find anything, then I might use my fists. I dunno.

So I'm outside now, and it's worse then I thought. I'm actually starting to feel a bit nauseous from being out here, and that might be due to the fact that the radiation checker thingamabob says my radiation is 9836 and gaining by 10 a second. I've also notice how strange the air is here. One moment it feels cold, the other it feels warm. It's interesting to note that I -think- that before the bomb, it was in the middle of winter, the coldest part.

This sight still makes me gasp and just take in the terror. Everything's in utter ruins; buildings are tumbling in on their selves, all the earthy parts of the ground are dead, and the air is smoggy with a reddish-brown dust. It seems the sky is tinted the same way. It's incredibly silent, and by incredibly silent, I mean NO noise at all. Not even a small, tiny whisper. It's a little disori-

I just heard a scream. Oh god!! I'm just gonna go towards it (steathily) because that person might be mario. He's been missing for a little while now!!

I.. just walked into madness.
There's the bodies of two adult people who look like thieves. They look like they were clawed to death, like a wild animal would claw their prey. That's not the scary part. The scary part is that there's a girl who looks only a year older than me sitting by their bodies taking some of their things and looking in their backpacks and pockets. She's not all that skinny, and she looks like she's in a hurry. She has two large backpacks, and she's packing the thieves' items and she's unpacki-- are those cookies? Hooold on. She's unpacking cookies from her backpack. Aren't those all gone? I mean, those would be a really rare luxury, seeing the world nearly ended for me. Isn't she gonna save them?

Oh, I should be a little more quiet. I gasped when I saw the cookies and she just looked at around my area. Anyway, I'm currently hiding behind a wall peaking through one of the, well, 'remains' of a door (they're actually just ashes). I'm too afraid to come up to her. Maybe I could get a little closer look, she seems more focused on the thieves than me. I'm just gonna lean in a little clo

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Entry 2 Part 2

I just fell because when I attempted to hold onto the wall with my left hand to support myself leaning over I forgot that I had crushed my fingers on that hand from parts of the ceiling of my basement collapsing. So I just yelped in pain and fell over. And now I think she just noticed me.
Wait, what. She looks like the best thing happened in the entire world and she's beaming at me.

"Kylie! Your alive! Oh my god, thank god! I was so scared, I thought you had died, and that made me so sad, and I almo--"

"Who are you?"

Now she looks like she's seen a ghost. Goddamnit, Kylie. Well, it's pretty miraculous that she doesn't want to kill me, but on the other hand, i'm worried about how sane my past self is in my lost memories, because I seem to have a lot of friends that seem like psychopaths... this girl in particular. But then again, she seems pretty strong, having done that all by herself, it makes me wonder who taught her as a kid. Obviously her parents were pretty violent and terrible. Maybe I'm in luck, having found one of my friends who's good in martial arts or whatever.

That made me laugh. Just think about a little 15 year old girl practicing karate on this guys all the while while screaming "Yoooooo, woooooo, hiiyaaaaa!". I'm ridiculous, I know.

"Di... Are you joking or something? This is a joke right?"
"Nope. I should've said 'I lost my memory' first, sorry..."

She looks really sad. But she says she's happy I survived and says I'll get my memory back soon enough. She also says she was my closest and best friend (what a surprise!) and her name is Emma. She just offered me some cookies. Why not? I mean, she's willing to share some delicious looking cookies, and I suppose they're fine. They look interesting.

They taste sorta like the muffins. They have that same smokey flavor, though the hint of copper is stronger this time. It also tastes like there's some cranberries in here. It makes a good combination. The color of inside the muffin is a more reddish-brown color, and overall it's just as interesting as the muffins. I'm not sure what kind of trendy muffins we made back when the city wasn't destroyed, but I guess roast turkey muffins/cookies were a trend? I dunno. But I should thank her for them.

"Thanks for the cookies! They're yummy."
"I made them with only the best meat!"

Ohhhh, so they're meat cookies. That explains a lot. I guess it's beef or chicken meat from what she means.

"Wanna come with me to where I'm staying at the moment? It's small but it's good if you want to take a nap and not be found."
"Sure!"

This... might not be the best idea, seeing she brutally murdered those who got in her way. I don't think she'll murder mario though, after her saying she was my best friend.

...

Ok, so I'm back at the little hideout where me and mario are staying, and thankfully, he's there. I told him that I've found one of the people that was apparently my closest friend and that she might be staying with us. He looked to me and then at Emma.

And now he's trying to find a hiding place. What the hell? Actually, nevermind. I'd find it suitable because of how damn violent she is.

"Oh! Hi mario! :D"

She grinned and now he's repeating to himself "Please don't hurt me". Oh, this looks familiar, let's see. Does he meet everyone like this?

"KYLIE. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE."
"What's wrong? She seems... nice..."
"What did she do this time?"
"I did something?"
"...no, you didn't, you're perfectly fine."

Mario is glaring at me. He says that she's very violent, and it seems he wanted to say more but he kept his mouth shut and said "I'm keeping the rest from you so you don't remember". Why doesn't he want me to remember? It's weird, getting my memories back should be a good thing, right? Well, oh well. I find that I'm getting nauseous much easier then I should be and I'm feeling nauseous and tired right now. I'm gonna lie down for a little bit.
 
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