Hello everybody!
But at the same time goodbye..
I am off to College, but first I shall spin you a tale filled with sorrows and amazing events;
A little mood music, anyways...
I joinedBlocktopia TheOnes way back in October of 2009 watching as a cascade of lava began to flow towards my screen at that very moment I knew, I knew this was going to be a wonderful place, I was panicked by the thought of me being toasted to a pixely crisp; only going on build servers before hand, this was a whole new world of Minecraft and I had no idea that I'd spend such a lengthy amount of time on its servers and community.
Watching this place grow was a very interesting process whether it be just simply the people who have come and gone or watching it rise from the metaphorical ashes in to a whole new creature, yes a creature this community is a living breathing beast that has bested the tides of hatred and despise of other towards it, it has kept strong over these years; sheltering people from the harsh and dramatic world. I met people that I've come to know closer than my own family and that is something magical to me. Meeting people all across the world sharing unyielding bonds with one another was truly amazing to me. I'd never really thought, in the beginning I'd stay here for as long as I have. But honestly I had no clue that you, yes you reading this right now would be as amazing as you were. I had no idea that you would stand by my side when I needed you the most and fight through epic battles of monsters and mayhem. In fact without you I may not be who I am today.
The things that I have watched come out of this community have been both heartwarming and heart breaking; learning about you all as close friends no family a close family unlike any I've ever had. The people I have met, the people I have known and lost and found again have been the experience of a life time. And I really don't want to see it all go; but I have to grow up. We all have to grow up someday and that's what makes this so hard. Because it may be childish to say I don't want to grow up but I don't, I don't want to have to say goodbye to you but I do. I do. Someday we all will some sooner than others but some things have made this thing a wonderful experience and yet I am losing a part of myself a part that I had grown very dear of. But that doesn't mean I won't remember you as I walk into college. I'll have each and every one of you in my heart and mind. And as some of you know I don't forget things easily, so be assured I won't forget you. EVER.
Looking into the future may be a bleak wall a dark reprise that I cannot foresee the future too, a daunting look into what lies ahead. But I have this, this to look back on the memories of another world, a world I hope to visit again someday in the future. A place that I hold dear to my heart and sitting here thinking of you, yes you makes this the hardest moment of my life. I knew I had to say farewell to you all someday; but I never wanted it to end I never thought it would end but as I begin storing away my room looking at these bare walls that were once filled with posters and drawings of friends I look to you I look to see that I am losing you but I don't want to accept that. Everything is gone my computer is all packed away in some cardboard box my memories in some container but you are with me I won't be able to lose you. But you can't keep writing this tale forever now can you? Sometimes it's okay to say that it is The End..
I would like to say thanks before I finish packing my things and drive off to a new world.
-----------------------------------------------Thanks to --------------------------------------------------------------------
Malcovent for teaching me things about how to reserve my mind and how not to be a complete ass 24/7;
san00b for telling me to accept who I am and not who I want to be seen as;
LagWarriorr for putting up with my utter Bullshit and not taking my ass to the cornfield;
SparklyMuffinz for all those nights spent grinding for levels on Spiral Knights;
Shinyshark for making sure I had a friend in my darkest hours and being a good chap on the other side of the globe;
Choclate_god for helping me understand the power of silence and when it is needed the most;
BrickWolf for making my first couple of years on lava really fucking awesome;
GmK for hosting all of this madness;
Everybody even if I never met you, know that I appreciated you all. For everything you have and ever will do for this community. Sorry if I didn't mention you but know you have a special place in my heart :)...
And most importantly Jayfeather21 you know. ;_;
But at the same time goodbye..
I am off to College, but first I shall spin you a tale filled with sorrows and amazing events;
A little mood music, anyways...
I joined
Watching this place grow was a very interesting process whether it be just simply the people who have come and gone or watching it rise from the metaphorical ashes in to a whole new creature, yes a creature this community is a living breathing beast that has bested the tides of hatred and despise of other towards it, it has kept strong over these years; sheltering people from the harsh and dramatic world. I met people that I've come to know closer than my own family and that is something magical to me. Meeting people all across the world sharing unyielding bonds with one another was truly amazing to me. I'd never really thought, in the beginning I'd stay here for as long as I have. But honestly I had no clue that you, yes you reading this right now would be as amazing as you were. I had no idea that you would stand by my side when I needed you the most and fight through epic battles of monsters and mayhem. In fact without you I may not be who I am today.
The things that I have watched come out of this community have been both heartwarming and heart breaking; learning about you all as close friends no family a close family unlike any I've ever had. The people I have met, the people I have known and lost and found again have been the experience of a life time. And I really don't want to see it all go; but I have to grow up. We all have to grow up someday and that's what makes this so hard. Because it may be childish to say I don't want to grow up but I don't, I don't want to have to say goodbye to you but I do. I do. Someday we all will some sooner than others but some things have made this thing a wonderful experience and yet I am losing a part of myself a part that I had grown very dear of. But that doesn't mean I won't remember you as I walk into college. I'll have each and every one of you in my heart and mind. And as some of you know I don't forget things easily, so be assured I won't forget you. EVER.
Looking into the future may be a bleak wall a dark reprise that I cannot foresee the future too, a daunting look into what lies ahead. But I have this, this to look back on the memories of another world, a world I hope to visit again someday in the future. A place that I hold dear to my heart and sitting here thinking of you, yes you makes this the hardest moment of my life. I knew I had to say farewell to you all someday; but I never wanted it to end I never thought it would end but as I begin storing away my room looking at these bare walls that were once filled with posters and drawings of friends I look to you I look to see that I am losing you but I don't want to accept that. Everything is gone my computer is all packed away in some cardboard box my memories in some container but you are with me I won't be able to lose you. But you can't keep writing this tale forever now can you? Sometimes it's okay to say that it is The End..
I would like to say thanks before I finish packing my things and drive off to a new world.
-----------------------------------------------Thanks to --------------------------------------------------------------------
Malcovent for teaching me things about how to reserve my mind and how not to be a complete ass 24/7;
san00b for telling me to accept who I am and not who I want to be seen as;
LagWarriorr for putting up with my utter Bullshit and not taking my ass to the cornfield;
SparklyMuffinz for all those nights spent grinding for levels on Spiral Knights;
Shinyshark for making sure I had a friend in my darkest hours and being a good chap on the other side of the globe;
Choclate_god for helping me understand the power of silence and when it is needed the most;
BrickWolf for making my first couple of years on lava really fucking awesome;
GmK for hosting all of this madness;
Everybody even if I never met you, know that I appreciated you all. For everything you have and ever will do for this community. Sorry if I didn't mention you but know you have a special place in my heart :)...
And most importantly Jayfeather21 you know. ;_;
