I open my mouth to talk, wanting to know more about Takot, but then shut it again. I look back and forth between Zwn and Takot and realize that it's not the place for other people to butt in. I glance over at the girl who arrived with Takot, but she seems to be doing fine. There's no need for me here, I conclude. I might as well just leave. Taking my own offer, I step out of the group and walk back behind the treeline, finally allowing my shuddering to take over again as I sit down and my eyes start to water again.
"This is your curse." The words ring in my ears again and again. What is my curse? Is it the amnesia? Is it the doubt that others have of me? I have no idea what it is, but it haunts me. One thing I know for sure is that it has something to do with those visions I had. That means that I will have more of those gruesome visions. I shudder. The thought of having to endure more of it scares me. It scares me so much. But if my curse can bring harm to the other Guardians, then I need to figure out what it is. I know that I need to endure the visions to meet myself in the mirror and find out about it. For the good of everyone else, I need to keep going. And since I'll be having more of these, I can't get so worked up about it. It's not like I know they're real, anyway. And if I get so worked up about them all the time, then my mind will get exhausted. On top of that, if I keep reacting like I am now, others will worry about me. And I can't burden others.
Because that's bad. And I can't do anything bad.
(( foREshADoWING )