Holeybeejeebus this day exploded. glad I managed to catch up. But yeah the whole geek thing still feels like a transition from excited -> Panic -> Loss of interest in game, all because of being the center of 'negative' attention. I believe this, logically, the what most new mafia players would go through, regardless of whether or not they are town or mafia. I'll have to stew over this for a bit longer before I figure out concretely whether I believe geek is mafia or not because it is such a mess.
But Geek, please take this game lightheartedly. It might help if you take a break for 12-24 hours and go do something relaxing before coming back. In game, it CAN get pretty aggressive, but that's because we understand that it IS just a game, that we are all here to try and have fun/win.